I recently finished reading N. T. Wright's
The Last Word (2005), his thin monograph on Biblical authority. I'm almost finished reading Elaine Pagel's
Beyond Belief (2003), her short work--a follow up to
The Gnostic Gospels--in which she lays out a narrative of the development of orthodoxy against the gnostic Christians.
Wright: When you're a 1st Century Jewish Hammer, Everything is a 1st Century Jewish Nail For Wright, every theological mistake is a historical mistake. If we get it wrong it is because we have not properly understood the original 1st Century Jewish context of Jesus. The church began to 'get it wrong' as soon as Christianity became primarily a Greek philosopher's religion. They didn't understand the original Jewish context, so they began to misread all of Scripture. This was compounded over space (to Europe) and time (into the Middle Ages) to the point that monks were making up crazy allegorical readings that, to Wright's mind, are silly. His advice: Bishops, priests and lay folk all need a good education in Biblical context.
Wright's view of the church has little place for spirituality, other than the practical application of Scripture. When he brings up the idea of the role of experience in interpretation, he dismisses it. Experience is exactly the thing we can't trust--that's why we need the authority of Scripture!
Pagels: Gno God, Gno Peace. 
Pagels hangs the historical reason for this view on Irenaeus, a 2nd Century bishop, who vigorously attacked any form of Christianity that placed emphasis on having experiences, on spiritual mysticism, 'innovative' spiritual practices, etc.. For Irenaeus, according to Pagels, there was nothing else to the Christian life but believing in Jesus Christ as Lord. There is no second stage, no deeper secret meaning. The idea that one might gain any knowledge through personal spiritual experience was to Irenaeus the work of Satan.
Irenaeus ordered for all Gospels and other texts that supported this idea to be destroyed. Unfortunately, many of the churches that preached this heresy were using Paul, the Gospels, and the OT for their teaching--books that Irenaeus wanted to keep. So he had to make sure not only that Christians were reading the
right books but that they were reading them
rightly. What Pagels emphasizes is that Irenaeus was not a traditionalist fighting radicals but that he was trying to create a unified tradition in the first place--if you are the first traditionalist, you aren't traditional, you're just one viewpoint among others. It was Irenaeus who made the power moves, destroying the texts and interpretations of his objectors, which made his view the tradition.
Tradition & Experience: The Odd CoupleThe threat of spiritual knowledge/revelation/experience has always been around in Christian tradition. Apostle Paul, who had his own mystical experiences, tried to keep some law & order in church services that could often get out of hand. Contemplative mysticism seemed to grow naturally out of monastic life but the heresy of Quietism in the 17th Century silenced that practice until Thomas Merton in the 20th Century revived it. Among Puritans antinomianism--the idea that one could get authoritative knowledge from God directly--remained a threat and continued through American history in Quakerism, great revivals, Mormonism and pentecostal-charismatic movements today.
Phyllis Tickle in her book
The Great Emergence suggests that contemporary evangelicalism is a merger between Biblical authority and Charismatic spirituality, and therefore contains this same tension. I've recently been working through Henry Blackaby's
Experience God--which also reiterates this evangelical position:
Never trust your experience. But then a significant point of the book (obvious from the title) is that in a proper relationship with God he will tell you things about himself and about what is going to happen in the future and what he wants you to do. Your job is to follow the orders you recieve directly from God. The guidelines are that God will never tell you to do anything in contradiction to Scripture.
When I Felt The Presence of God
My church service growing up was 2 things: Praise & Worship (in which we were called to close our eyes, raise our hands, give our hearts up to God and repeat simple choruses into a trance-like state) and Biblical Preaching (in which the pastor made an impassioned appeal for us to listen to the Word of God and to Obey It in our lives).
P&W carried a kind of authority to it: one could 'feel the Presence of God' in the room. If you could get into it or not get into it, that was evidence of the Spirit's work in your life. I remember one of my friends talking about how when she lifted up her hands to God she could feel God pressing back. I personally had experiences in which I felt a light tingling sensation over my head and sometimes sweeping over my body, a lightness in my chest. A Catholic would perhaps call these 'consolations' -- and they were, in fact, personal evidence for me at the time that God was present, loved us, was real.
God could also 'lay things on our heart' -- which was usually needing to ask for forgiveness from someone, renouncing some kind of private sin, feeling a call to 'the ministry' or just to be more serious about our quiet time, witnessing to others, obeying our parents. All of these things lay within the boundaries of the Bible--there was nothing that we felt that couldn't be 'backed up' with Scripture.
However, there was the Pentecostal church across the street--which, in our minds, took the Praise & Worship thing too far, speaking in tongues, prophesying, healing people. You know, the stuff in the Bible. What surprised me about reading Pagels is that she describes the Gnostics as calling for a Second Baptism, which is exactly what some taught at the Pentecostal church! We believed that this made second-class Christians and therefore divided the church, exactly what Irenaeus argued! But, for the most part, we two churches were friends and the pastors of both seemed to get along with each other all right.
Conclusions, or Further ThoughtsMy experience has been that both these routes of authority have been challenged by the authority of reason/science, the endless barage of cross-examination that is the modern mind.
As for being 'biblical' my religious development took a sharp turn when I began learning about the Christian Worldview, a perspective in which Christianity was lined up with all the major ideologies and compared to them
as an ideology. The questions quickly became, "What is the Christian (Biblical) perspective on science, politics, culture?" While this propelled me into college (and toward a degree in Philosophy) it ultimately left me feeling hollow inside. It occurred to me that I really didn't need to even be a Christian in order to do the 'Christian thinker' thing; it was simply a matter of setting ideas together and making sure everything was coherent, concluding in tidy practical action points.
Here is the actual chart I was shown (now they've added Islam which is weirdly similar to Christianity).
Experiential faith also seemed to weaken under skepticism. No, I had to conclude, Satan was not in the sound system. And, yes, those weekend retreats and summer camps had a large helping of hormones, emotional energy and caffeine that was not entirely Spirit-driven. And those who couldn't 'work up' a passion for Jesus and evangelism shouldn't have been convinced that there was something inherently wrong about their personality, disposition (like being shy or introverted).
So, still under the sway of some rationalism but needing something more heartfelt than ideological thinking, I've come to a practice like Centering Prayer. What I appreciate about CP is that even all spiritual experiences are surrendered, the Way of Unknowing. It is not very different than the attitude of Praise & Worship, an offering of one's heart to God in simplicity and love. But the practicioners of CP have no time to talk about visions or feelings or consolations. Perhaps it's from God, perhaps it's from my own psychology, who knows? But we let it go.
Eucharist and Centering Prayer have become my Things To Do When Doubting. I am often skeptical of many religious things, often I do not know what to think or believe. Sometimes I think the skeptical rationalist in my head is keeping me sane and sensible, sometimes I think it's the echoes of hell. Oh, well. It's likely never going away but I can sit here. I can take what's given to me. Wait. Wait. Keep watch. Stay alert. Always be ready for an arrival. Perhaps my faith is this: I'm not going anywhere. I'll sit and wait for God to move, a long wait in the silence. Calling out, Here am I.
Then Job answered:Today also my complaint is bitter;
his hand is heavy despite my groaning.Oh, that I knew where I might find him,That I might come even to his dwelling!
...If I go forward, he is not there;or backward, I cannot perceive him;on the left he hides, and I cannot behold him;I turn to the right, but I cannot see him.But he knows the way that I take;when he has tested me, I shall come out like gold....But he stands alone and who can dissuade him?
What he desires, that he does.For he will complete what he appoints for me;and many such things are in his mind....If only I could vanish in darkness,
and thick darkness would cover my face!